Journey 2 Life

It been a while that i didn`t post my blog and making new updates. i recently had the feeling of starting it again but will not know when i might not post again and not doing any maintenance. what make me wanted to start my blog again is due to the facts that i wanted to remind myself of L.I.F.E. Those words are strong even if it is just one word. what i have gain the literacy of life was: L = Living I = Inspiration F = Feeling E = Experience Its been 6 years now since i stopped blogging my post in the blog and i had when through a lot of ups and downs, happy and sad times. Lot of people had told me that Life is like a Roller coaster. you had the curve road, upside downs, uphill then downhill. Different people riding a roller coaster would have a different feelings such as some person might have excitement, joy while others may have anxious, nervous and fear. While further others would have anger, sad and desperation. Those are the feelings we had in live as well, those behaviors and adrenaline. Lets start with Living. we can live a meaningful life or a miserable once. it depends on ourselves to fulfill the hollow heart in our life. it can be a black and white world sometimes but if you live it in your own ways with the right people it can be a sky of rainbow. Inspiration, having inspiration on the things you want to do most in live. living every minutes, every seconds without someone effecting your life. Even if i means they are boycotting you or hurting you more and more through your life. They (anonymous) can be a torn that makes you bleed but the more you bleed. the more scars yous have to remind you of that inspiration and motivation to push you further through life itself. The world isn`t perfect. it has holes and leak in it, no one says the world is perfect, people that seek perfection does not exist in the world we live in. But, we are perfect in our own way and we are the one and only person, we are limited edition. there is no second "ME". if i die that`s it, i`m gone forever. There will not be a second me. there will not be reincarnation, no reborn, no second life. So live with inspiration that inspired the most of us. Telling us who we are and not listening to people that tell us who we not and that we can`t do. I been through S#$T and went A Hell of a journey, i get frustrated, disappointment, get bad Sh%$T on me but i`ll always remind myself. I been through worst Shit than these so what? bring it on. Feeling, we tend to put a lot of feelings in life. Things we do, jobs, relationship, friendship, family, even in pets as well. But sometimes, feeling tends to mislead in some cases. Putting to much feeling in one thing can hurt you like hell. IT`s a TORMENT, and when i say TORMENT, I meant it. Trust me, i know what it feels like. I`m not talking like an expert in feeling, but i just know it and you may experience it and even majority of the people went through it. Take my word of advice, don`t put all your feeling in one places, feeling need to be balance like a yin and yang. Someone said before " don`t put all the eggs in one basket". These theory can be applied in feelings, it has to be balance out otherwise you will get hurt more than ever, you will regret and feel torment and frustration. it will make you emotional, depressed. Thus, don`t put too much feelings in one place. I had put too much feelings in friendship and relationship, it had twisted my life, turning my life a living hell and upside down. its like a needle that pierce through every inch of my heart that i cannot scream. the pain is hard to describe and i don`t know how to express these kind of feelings. its like lock in a dungeon and chain in chains. No one can hear you, no one can see, no one can saved you. its like you are lock for eternity in a prison and no one will know your existence. Feelings had to be balance, and spread this love to everyone, even if its your enemy, it`s hard but we have to try to work it out. Last but not least, Experience. Life is an experience, you experience feeling, living, motivation or inspiration. you experience life in a way that other cannot help you describe it because it is your own experience. we will get hurt, pain, cry or scream but this is part of the process that we experience it so that we can be stronger, we can be more mature in our attitude, behavior, knowledge and life. Because it is these experience that define who we are and who we gonna to be in our journey. To be a Better man, a better person, a better Selves. Forget all those people that hurt you, criticize you, that make you disappointed, and even create pain for you. Those are the people that you have to get rid of out of your life. Experience, every moment you have whether it is travelling, joining music bands, being in a sport club or participating in a charity event. Those are the experience that will bring JOY to your life, it is a gift to earn from experiencing the best moment in life. Experience is not majority gain through money but through doing something meaningful in life. I would like to thank you all for reading my blog. So finally, i shall end my post (page) here. It is 2016, anything can happen but remember we had went through more worst hell that before. Even if it come with a big hit again. Stay in peace, keep calm, Pray and remember to Fight for what is right in your life. THE END