Journey 2 Life

It been a while that i didn`t post my blog and making new updates. i recently had the feeling of starting it again but will not know when i might not post again and not doing any maintenance. what make me wanted to start my blog again is due to the facts that i wanted to remind myself of L.I.F.E. Those words are strong even if it is just one word. what i have gain the literacy of life was: L = Living I = Inspiration F = Feeling E = Experience Its been 6 years now since i stopped blogging my post in the blog and i had when through a lot of ups and downs, happy and sad times. Lot of people had told me that Life is like a Roller coaster. you had the curve road, upside downs, uphill then downhill. Different people riding a roller coaster would have a different feelings such as some person might have excitement, joy while others may have anxious, nervous and fear. While further others would have anger, sad and desperation. Those are the feelings we had in live as well, those behaviors and adrenaline. Lets start with Living. we can live a meaningful life or a miserable once. it depends on ourselves to fulfill the hollow heart in our life. it can be a black and white world sometimes but if you live it in your own ways with the right people it can be a sky of rainbow. Inspiration, having inspiration on the things you want to do most in live. living every minutes, every seconds without someone effecting your life. Even if i means they are boycotting you or hurting you more and more through your life. They (anonymous) can be a torn that makes you bleed but the more you bleed. the more scars yous have to remind you of that inspiration and motivation to push you further through life itself. The world isn`t perfect. it has holes and leak in it, no one says the world is perfect, people that seek perfection does not exist in the world we live in. But, we are perfect in our own way and we are the one and only person, we are limited edition. there is no second "ME". if i die that`s it, i`m gone forever. There will not be a second me. there will not be reincarnation, no reborn, no second life. So live with inspiration that inspired the most of us. Telling us who we are and not listening to people that tell us who we not and that we can`t do. I been through S#$T and went A Hell of a journey, i get frustrated, disappointment, get bad Sh%$T on me but i`ll always remind myself. I been through worst Shit than these so what? bring it on. Feeling, we tend to put a lot of feelings in life. Things we do, jobs, relationship, friendship, family, even in pets as well. But sometimes, feeling tends to mislead in some cases. Putting to much feeling in one thing can hurt you like hell. IT`s a TORMENT, and when i say TORMENT, I meant it. Trust me, i know what it feels like. I`m not talking like an expert in feeling, but i just know it and you may experience it and even majority of the people went through it. Take my word of advice, don`t put all your feeling in one places, feeling need to be balance like a yin and yang. Someone said before " don`t put all the eggs in one basket". These theory can be applied in feelings, it has to be balance out otherwise you will get hurt more than ever, you will regret and feel torment and frustration. it will make you emotional, depressed. Thus, don`t put too much feelings in one place. I had put too much feelings in friendship and relationship, it had twisted my life, turning my life a living hell and upside down. its like a needle that pierce through every inch of my heart that i cannot scream. the pain is hard to describe and i don`t know how to express these kind of feelings. its like lock in a dungeon and chain in chains. No one can hear you, no one can see, no one can saved you. its like you are lock for eternity in a prison and no one will know your existence. Feelings had to be balance, and spread this love to everyone, even if its your enemy, it`s hard but we have to try to work it out. Last but not least, Experience. Life is an experience, you experience feeling, living, motivation or inspiration. you experience life in a way that other cannot help you describe it because it is your own experience. we will get hurt, pain, cry or scream but this is part of the process that we experience it so that we can be stronger, we can be more mature in our attitude, behavior, knowledge and life. Because it is these experience that define who we are and who we gonna to be in our journey. To be a Better man, a better person, a better Selves. Forget all those people that hurt you, criticize you, that make you disappointed, and even create pain for you. Those are the people that you have to get rid of out of your life. Experience, every moment you have whether it is travelling, joining music bands, being in a sport club or participating in a charity event. Those are the experience that will bring JOY to your life, it is a gift to earn from experiencing the best moment in life. Experience is not majority gain through money but through doing something meaningful in life. I would like to thank you all for reading my blog. So finally, i shall end my post (page) here. It is 2016, anything can happen but remember we had went through more worst hell that before. Even if it come with a big hit again. Stay in peace, keep calm, Pray and remember to Fight for what is right in your life. THE END

I got a NEW Guitar (Happy)

i got a new guitar ya!
and i`m happy about it but at the same time feel like i had regret
Well,it`s with all this kui ping sister and my mother and aunt plan to take me to buy a guitar but one thing is that i don`t know all about it, they told me to follow them and i went with them with a unhappy feeling face cause i don`t know what going on then. When we reach our destination i think that something is strange! Why are we at saberkas 5th floor and i found out that my mother, aunt and kui ping sister had plan this already to buy a new guitar for me. I ask my mother why she bought me a new guitar, my birthday haven`t came yet, but she say my old guitar sound has low sound effect so she bought me a new once!
I feel happy at that time but also feel like my i`m a bad and no a good son, my mom always love me and bought me a new guitar but i always didn`t help my mom with her work i felt terrible, it felt like i`m guilty of everything my mom bought guitar for me so that i can always wordship our God, our Lord, our Father of heaven!
So on this day(september 06, 2009) forward i will try, no i will do my best to wordship and praise the 3 in 1 spirit of God and always do my best to be the better son!
And i know GOD will take me to my path, my own path, the path i choice will always be the right path. May GOD Bless u all and ME

how do you spend if you have a million ringgit

How do i spend if i have a million ringgit
erm...i would have to go with buying a house, a car, and lots more
but one thing i`m going to do first is to send a assasin to kill my 2nd aunty plus make her pay dearly and buy a good laptop or compuiter and throw her face that fcuking bitch witch i hate her so much that i can kill her from the inside out plus she will cry a beg me for forgiveness. Yah i know what you all think that i`m a maniac actually i`m haha, but of that bitch make me MAD that i go nuts and Crazy so their`s nothing wrong being a maniac is just fun kill the person u hate most and make them suffer. I had alot of foe, enemy and i want to kill them all for my sake and for my justice and if i get lock in jail i would experment myself to being a monster and kill the fucking hell of the police if they make me angry la! just like bruce say in the movie incredible hulk "don`t make me angry, you don`t like me when i get angry" haha

breaking news(bad news)

breaking news i hav to write this report to those 4 u!
i have quit church and youth 4 the rest of my life due to the unhappy day and the unbelieve of god i have quit everything in my life!
this report is to tell my church fren well maybe will be ex-church friend cause i ain`t going to church anymore to tell them that i quit and say hasta la vista baby
see u in the next generation and hope the next generation will meet u guys and in the next generation of worshiping the God !!
For i had enough of everything in my life
and hopet that joshua wong will see this and i want to say to joshua nice meetong him and this is the last word i had to say to him,
joshua i`m happy to met you when i come to sungai maong church and i also had to say goodbye to you maybe i mean maybe i will not go to church anymore!
no more worshiping the god and pray and praiseing the lord
to tell you the truth i had enough of my life and i want to stop my time, i want to freeze in a dark world forever
this is all of my report and goodbye my friend!

The Path Of Christ (TPOC)

The old years has pass and the new has come, we are now living in 2009 century and we are about to have a Happy Chinese New Year(CNY)!!

Well,this new year will bring more stressful,hardworking and hard to get on the jesus path road cause i know that something or someone will stop me for serving the Lord and the T.H.I.N.G is the Satan. He will stop anyone and use any plAN TO STOP US THE FOLLOWER OF CHRIST, THE BELIEVER OF GOD. We are known as the Christian of GOD.

But, nothing is going to stand in my way of getting to JESUS CHRIST and if it mean that we are going to get hurt i will still keep moving forward and never go back cause i know i`m a christian

To all christian out there trust me, it is going to be tough serving the lord but in de end, it was worth it and i know that the Lord is watching over us guiding us and protect us, helping us to follow his path. The path of Christ


writen by Nicholas Chung

A Broken Power Drive

My computer has over burn cause my brother always play and never let the computer rest and when i vome back from my camp the computer is fine but when i help my bro shut down the computer well is my bro play adn left the computer on so i help him shut down and then the next day the computer cannot on and he blame me ok fine but finnaly i know the truth, my sis nd my bro though is the computer has been attack by virus but is not is the power drive over burn and the one who is responsible for all this is my brother always play computer and never want to shut down the computer when he went out.

Now good loh! no computer but the computer is now on repair but i got a bad feeling that it is going to be broken again if i have to choose i choice not to fix the computer cause it will broke again i`m sure of it because of myh stupid damn bro, i tell him to shut down the come when we went out but no he say close the monitor and will not over burn but he`s damn fool wrong he `s kind of stupid always talk like a big boss but a stupid kind of big boss HaHa...! Yah he`s a damn fool! i told him and he still wouldn`t listen and that serve him right to not play computer! Yah he is also a N.E.R.D!

Churchmate chapter 2 ^^

Hi people i`m back telling you about my churchmate chapter 2

OK...!
Thian ji he is a funny guys and like to say alot of rubbish word haha..! i say rubbish is that i meant to say his word always say like so fake like kid around and crazy sometimes too

Then there`s jordy he is big and aiyah don`t say him fat lah! haha....! and sometimes play lah i think is my friend joshua who introtuced him to me ! i don`t know at first but we get along very fast talk alot about our study and things!

James wong haha...! he`s is ah nail big bro i never talk to him at first but at 2007 november to december i get to go out with my churchmate and my sister and we wacth movie and at that time i met my friend james if some of my churchmate cannot go out then i sometimes ask james we go see movie we sometimes went out! there`s 5 or 6 of us went out to play basketball (Qing tai, Ing yong, ah jo (my litttle bro), james, daniel, qing tai littel cousin qing ming and me)
Sometimes we went to see movie to but if qing them cannot then i sometimes call james and we went out! James also sometimes call the other church friend is a girl don`t get me wrong! Her name is siew wen, she sometimes went out with us too!

That`s all i can think of right now and the first chapter and 2 chapter is boy next the 3rd chpter maybe is girl at my church haha...!

(To Be Continue.......!)